I don’t know if this happens to everyone who uses substances frequently; my DOC is coke but lately it’s just not doing it for me. Its not even about the quality. No issues there. I tried the route of buying more to see if that would help but that didnt work either.

My dealer told me stop altogether or take an extended break because at this point I’m just wasting money. He mentioned that to me early last week and it’s true I pretty much been wasting money but now I’m realizing it and feel stupid lol.

It could be just time to stop, give my body a break, my wallet a break, and deal with whatever issues I have another way. Mainly it’s really just the wasting of the money lollll. In this economy I refuse. Sorry for the long post, sometimes when you write shit out it’s easier to see if your thoughts make sense or not.

Recap: Bored with coke. Tired of wasting money. Considering an extended break.