2 months ago i ordered a bunch of adderall for school (i don’t have ADHD), their 30mg IRs and i’ve taken a bunch of them now. they feel amazing, almost like coke and i get so much stuff done and makes me incredibly happy but the comedown is kinda harsh and makes me feel like i can’t do anything without them but i go back to normal in no time but i wanna know how stupid i’m being taking these recreationally. i try and limit myself to taking them once or twice a week and i don’t feel addicted to them but thats how addiction works in the beginning and i definitely feel reliant on them when it comes to getting shit done especially schoolwork. any advice?