Disclaimer: I'm terrible at writing and this is my first trip report so apologies if it's a bit of a boring read

Alright, so I know that there is a pretty bad stigma around the 'mushhroom' edibles. Im well aware that it's probably not psilocybin and it is more likely just research chemicals but I honestly don't care. I enjoy them I can't really get my hands on any real shrooms

I've done acid 2 times, real shrooms once and I've done these bazooka gummies possibly around about 10 times. I took the same amount I always take (5) however yesterday was the most intense trip I've ever had off of them

I started off by taking 3 gummies. I always begin with 3 just to guage how I feel after I come up, If I feel good, I take my other 2. You can always take more, you can NEVER take less. I skinned up a fat joint while I waited for the come up and then I played a game of FIFA... I never really know what to do while I wait for the come up lol. 20 minutes later I was starting to come up, I felt a slight sense of euphoria and colours became really bright and vibrant, I felt good so I took my other 2 gummies.

I was having a good time at this point but I wasnt tripping very hard at all so I waited another half an hour for my other 2 gummies to hit and when they did, I went and smoked my joint. With every drag of my joint I could feel my visuals getting stronger and stronger and eventually it got to the point where my visuals where overwhelming me slightly I decided to put the last half of my joint down and get back into my room.

This is when the REAL tripping began so it's going to get pretty hard to properly explain what was going on from this point

I got into my room, turned all the lights off and got into bed. I trip alone the majority of the time and recently I've been reading that alot of people say that tripping in a dark room is the absolute best way to trip alone. It does make sense cause if I've got the lights on, I can only see what's in my room... But if I'm in a pitch black room, my mind has to fill in the gaps. This probably explains why this is the most intense trip I've ever had

Not too long after getting into bed, I kinda of forgot about the fact I was in bed. It kinda of looked like I was half on a dark street, and half in my room at the same time. I remember being able to see my TV but at the same time it looked like I was standing on a pavement, I could see what looked like a lampost and patterns/visuals in the shape of cars were driving past me. While this might sound like a pretty cool experience... This was making me feel extremely uneasy and a little bit scared because I couldn't really comprehend what was happening to me. It really did feel like I was outside stood on a street

All of a sudden I could hear someone talking in a quiet and distressed voice. He was saying things like "what's happening to us?.... What's going on?.... I don't know what to do" and his words starting getting louder and louder untill eventually he was violently shouting these questions at me.

Now this part is even harder to explain but Ill do my best

After a few minutes of this voice shouting these questions at me I could see a figure on the other side of this 'street' that I was on. The figure was in the shape of a man but (like the cars that were diving past me) it was just patterns and visuals in the shape of a man. He ran over to me, still aggressively shouting at me, and was about to hpunch me... But then at, the exact second when he was about to hit me, he would be on the other side of the street again and the whole thing would repeat itself. The best way to explain it would be to say that it was kind of like I was in a gif, with this man continuously running over to me and trying to attack me but never actually hitting me.

I was feeling a type of fear that I had never felt before at this point it's honestly undescribable. I've never had a bad trip before but I know that the only thing you can do is just surrender and accept what ever is going on. It really did feel like I would never go back to normal again and this was going to go on for eternity, but once I fully submitted and realised that this was beyond my controll I stopped feeling scared. It still felt like I would never be normal again but I was completely okay with this

At this point, a second voice started speaking to me and this voice belonged to who I can only assume to be my subconscious. It felt like the person speaking was me but I was able to communicate and have a conversation with this voice in my mind. This voice was alot more peacefull and friendly and it reminded me that I needed to breathe, I listened. After I controlled my breathing, my subconscious reminded me that I was in my room and even tho it still looked like I was on that dark street, I could feel that I was laying in my bed.

The fact that I could feel my bed really bought me back to reality. The strange figure was still endlessly running towards me and shouting at me me but knowing that I was actually in my bed made me feel safe and reminded me off the fact that I had taken those gummies and I was just tripping. It really just ended like that. I went from feeling immense fear to immense relief.

From that point untill coming down, I was still on that street but it was nice now. That figure was still there but he wasn't running up to me anymore. He was still shouting and all though I can't remember what he was saying... I do remember bursting out laughing quite a few times.

Over all it was an incredible thing to experience, regardless of how scared I was feeling at the start. I'm glad I surrendered instead of fighting it and I'm glad that my subconscious saved me lol. I will be exclusively tripping in dark rooms now it's honestly a different experience and now that I know what to expect, I have a feeling it's going to be so much better next time.

Thanks for reading :)