i had recently gotten into contact with an old friend who just so happened to be selling at $90/g.

prior to reconnecting with him i had zero interest in trying it out as i knew how destructive the drug could be, but i just felt extremely tempted and i eventually gave in.

collected the small baggie and went up to my apartment and inspected it. it look pure and clean and i was sure i was going to have a hella fun night. took out about .5g and i was 100% sure i smoked it right as there were big fat clouds and i cleared pretty much everything in the pipe. surprisingly i did not get a “rush of euphoria” or any sort i just got super tingly on the scalp and had a fast heart rate alongside an uncomfortable stomach.

waited an hour and 30mins to see if there were any more effects before redosing as i didnt want to put myself at risk of overdosing. after i waited i took out another .5g but this time i smoked the fucked out of it like no joke every single hair molecule on my body stood as i exhaled multiple fat clouds. i know i was definitely higher than before and i was definitely feeling euphoric but it lasted maximum of 20-30mins before it subsided into a more focus and mellow high which then resulted into me just going into reddit rabbit holes while listening to music.

was chasing the high from 11pm to 6am and eventually i was tempted to try snorting it to maybe see if the effects would be more stronger but as i was lining it up i just felt this extreme depression wash over me and i had no motivation to continue chasing the high anymore, i was food and sleep deprived and it went from a fun night to a horrible night. i took the bag of remaining meth and flushed it down the toilet as well as throw the pipe away as i did not want to touch this substance anymore.

also forgot to add in but i do have adhd which might be why i dont feel high from meth☹️