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Hey, I have a very very very long history of substance abuse as well as mental healthy issues and have been on a myriad of different mental health medications. Currently only take trazadone for sleep. The first few times I tried MDMA it was fantastic music sounded amazing extremely social and euphoric almost no side effects when I was on it besides the next day would be a little rough (was taking Effexor and lithium when using mdma these times) I then got off of lithium and mdma doesn’t do anything at all to me really. I have taken it quite a fair amount of times however I have taken over year long breaks and still have the same outcomes. When I take a .1-.3 I kinda just feel a slight buzz. No increase in the enjoyment music , no social lubrication, no lovey dovey feeling, physical touch feels normal. After being off of the lithium I have taken it on Effexor and same results. I got off of Effexor and same results. There also was a period of time where I was addicted to meth for about 3-4 months and was not sure if that could have completely rewired my brain. Sorry for the word vomit but my main questions are: Why is this happening? If it was the lithium that made the Molly feel great for me is there a shorter acting version of a drug that will do the same thing lithium does that I can take concurrently with MDMA to be able to roll again? Is this strictly due to tolerance? (I feel like it can’t be cause I’ve taken loads of time off of mdma then taken it again with the same lackluster results) Last question: Is there any RC that will feel very similar to a Molly roll if there isn’t a fix to make it work again? Thank you!
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