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Accidentally took meth, gaining so much empathy for meth heads
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I bought some ā€œpressed adderallā€ b974 online and did not do my research before hand. Turns out they are actually just meth and caffeine. I started by taking one orally to get some homework done and was unimpressed by the results. Around an hour later I decided to snort half of a pill and also didnā€™t feel to crazy of an affect. At this point I thought it was some weaker version of adderall so I decided to snort a few pills over the next few hours. I start to slowly realize my inability to stop snorting more. I wasnā€™t too high at this point despite having snorted around 150 mg of the pills. I decided to do some research and for the next two hours I had a meth fueled research where I repeatedly had to prove to myself they were meth (I was tweaking since I sold some to a person, immediately hit them up when I first started to have my suspicions and gave him a refund, luckily he hadnā€™t taken any yet so he was good) at this point I didnā€™t feel high at all and assumed if there was meth it was a tiny amount and continued to snort more. Eventually my friend invited me to go for a smoke and after 3 failed attempts of leaving my dorm and going back to snort another pill I finally started the journey to my friends dorm where I puked 3 times on the way. I admitted to them I got laced and asked them to come back with me to make sure I threw them away. I immediately regretted this and started to constantly try to assure them that I wouldnā€™t go back and do more (I was fully planing to) On the drive back to my dorm I was thinking of all the ways I could get some before my friend through it away, I even suggested throwing it in the dumpster (which I would of dug in later) itā€™s insane, itā€™s so fucking addictive. I would give anything right now for another bump, itā€™s terrifying. I completely understand why meth heads do crazy shit for just a bit of meth. I could totally see myself betraying my friends, it already made me lie to them, to get a bit more. I think Iā€™m genuinely a person prone to addiction and Iā€™m definitely addicted to other drugs like weed and nicotine but itā€™s completely different. If nicotine is like a 3 on a fien scale these fake addys are like a 10. The meth high isnā€™t even that good, the fiening and the high are like seperate, Iā€™m not snorting more to get higher but to fulfill some insatiable need. I need to never do this again, fuck this, fuck meth, Iā€™m so sorry for anyone struggling with meth addiction itā€™s gotta be literally so hard. Iā€™m sure smoking meth has got to be even more addicting. Canā€™t even comprehend this. Iā€™m gonna go search the floor for any I spilled earlier now, good luck o7 (also like any idea how long this will last? Is snorting have a similar timeline to snorting? I canā€™t find any data online) love you~

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