Hopefully this is the last time I have an urge to use. I don’t want to do this anymore. I’m homeless. I’ve lost my son. I’ve lost everything.

Now I’m about to move to another state. Because my best friend is on fentanyl and she needs help so she’s in detox right now and I will be leaving Wednesday and cleaning all the drugs out of her apartment and I’m going to introduce her into narcotics anonymous. A place where I’ve always found at home. We’re tired dawg.

We vowed we would never get high together again.(I’ve never done Fet, we used to do meth together, ruined our friendship for a year and a half) This time around, I wasn’t gonna stop using. Until I realize that I’m gonna have to bury my best friend someday soon my Purpose is to help save her life.

This is my platonic soulmate, she’s my yin to my Yang. 15 years loyal to the soil.

Fuck fentanyl. Fuck meth.