last night i smoked half of a really strong joint, then took around 5 shots of vodka , then smoked the other half of the joint.

i was very fucked up. i love my cat so much and he’s so cute but then i started noticing his eyes seemed weird, and i noticed other things like he would be staring at me really weird, and i stared into his eyes too much and i actually started freaking out thinking he wasn’t actually a cat and was a human or some other creature because his eyes looked so creepy for some reason.

i actually started crying because i kept telling him i thought he was a human and he would react really weird like tilting his head and staring at me and i was like oh shit he knows that i know.

i kept telling him to just be normal because he was scaring me. i eventually got over it