I have a legal adderall script , It gives me super powers I feel like I'm living in the 4th dimension when I take it.

I am already good at what I do but I become a god when I take my meds I use them as needed / when i need to "lock in", I am 22 and work from home and make 70k before taxes

I remember everything , I speak so confidently, like my brain is working 10,000 miles an hour with no anxiety or side effects

I took fake Meth addys yesterday and today my friend offered me them and every time I take one I need 4 beers to handle a conversation my hands are shaking lol. There's a focus but a scatter type focus I am not motivated to do what I know what I need to do All I do is jerk off and I can't stop. this is horrible why would anyone want to be tweaking , unproductive and blowing there load to funky ass porn

Edit - I should've titled this quit meth and go get an adderall script (you don't need to be high go and fix your life )