So, I was an alcoholic and quit over 2 years ago. I switched to weed shortly after that and became a stoner. Given the timeline, I never got to mix both alcohol and weed together for a crossfade.

However, I’ve recently relapsed and been getting crossfaded. The 2 years I didn’t drink I always dreamed of getting crossfaded, it sounded amazing. I loved how weed made me feel and I loved how alcohol made me feel. It seemed like the perfect combo.

Now it’s been like a week of me getting crossfaded everyday trying to make it feel good but it just… doesn’t. And I don’t know why. I drink some liquor and then start feeling good, but right when I smoke a bowl I just start feeling sad and anxious/paranoid. Which is odd because weed doesn’t make me paranoid at all by itself. I’ve tried smoking less, and really small amounts, but then I’ll just feel less anxious/sad/paranoid but it’s still there.

Does anyone have any advice? I really want to experience a good crossfade but it seems like the weed just kills the vibe everytime.

The only thing that seems to be a good mix is when I get drunk and then smoke some weed when the alcohol is wearing off/has worn off mostly. but I’d rather be actually crossfaded than do that.

I make sure to stay hydrated and eat properly. I drink my liquor with electrolyte beverages and drink a LOT of water anyways so I’m fine in that regard.