For some context, I’ve only done alc, weed, dxm, and shrooms. I’m 18m and in the past year I’ve been experimenting and trying new substances, and want to mark a couple off my bucket list in the future.

So basically I’ve been smoking weed pretty much every night for the past couple months, I try to keep it regulated and I just love everything about weed, no complaints. Anyways I was completely out and broke asf lol, so I was forced to cold turkey. Wasn’t too bad and I can handle it, but the second night I got a silly idea. I had some dxm in my closet and just wanted to get high ngl. I’ve always done it with weed and was aware that with and without are 2 different ball parks.

I wish I never did this. So I take some ginger, take half my dose, then 30 min later I would take the other half. Well 15 min in I was already feeling the come up and completely dreading it. If you’re not familiar with a dxm come up, you get itchy, nauseas, cold sweats, and may throw up.

So I make my way to the bathroom and I call my sister to help me out cause I just knew I was in for a terrible time. Let me tell you I have never experienced anything more terrible. I was so nauseous, my stomach was killing me and it really turned into the Niagara Falls in my toilet. So there I am on the toilet and when it’s coming out of both ends, there’s nothing more that just makes you want to end it right there. I ended up puking so hard that the god damn blood vessels popped in my face and now I have small red marks over my forehead and cheeks (should go in a couple days). Meanwhile during all this I got the worst cold sweat of my life, I’m talking like I began sliding off of my toilet typa bad.

Anyways I made it through and was feeling relieved afterwards. I really tried to make the most of the trip, but it was just so lame and I felt disappointed. I ending up having to run to the bathroom and puked later during the night, but it wasn’t as bad.

So yeah. After that I am completely fucking done. I never ever want to experience that in my life again. I flushed my dxm down the toilet and just thinking of any kinda drug just kinda makes me feel sick to my stomach atm. Gonna stay off weed until the new years and then see how I feel, but be careful w dxm lol