My family has a bad history of substance use and I myself am also a frequent user. I pretty much tried and done most drugs. Whatever I can afford and get. But I have been struggling with spice or k2 in particular. I love edibles like THC capsules I get at the dispensary. But I was introduced to spice from a friend who said its the same effects of edibles but much more intense. He was not joking but in the span of my use with it I'd wake up still unsettling high or feel sick often in my toilet hurling. Yet I still would take it and feel a familiar blast off sensation of a high as I would with regular edibles but much more intense and I dissociate hard. Problem is I'd feel frequent chest pains and slow breathing. Then I'd black out. Woke up once with a friend trying to splash some water on my face saying I was out cold foaming and seizuring on the floor. Been recently seeing a therapist and man I just dislike how she thinks I'm in some psychosis episode and need to go to psychiatry and be on meds. Like to hell with that therapy sucis they want to label u crazy or addict. I got work tn on the nightshift. Sucks I can't call in sick or I'd get fired. Probably might take some tramadol to help me get thru the shift/night. Wonder if anyone relates. Gonna just fill my bathtub with my hair tied up and smoke a cigarette or two before getting ready for work. Need to see if this lightheaddness will go away from last night fun. Barely slept when i felt my heart was gonna burst. I need to quit some day