I first got into drugs by trying weed with two classmates. That basically made me question if other drugs are also, not as bad as Ive been taught. I would spend every waking minute reading trip reports, learning chemistry and drugs I havent even heard of. Well I had a bad experience with a girl and being a naive teenager I wanted to try LSD, so it could cure me, again being naive I did it with people I didnt even really know and got peer pressured into doing meth on the same night, Im sure it lead to psychosis, because I had thought loops the whole next day, sitting in my living room thinking I would be like this forever. And basically it is that way, since then I did more and more drugs. Unfortunately my fascination with drugs, led me to be fascinated by other chemicals. Nootropics are just so interesting and can be very helpful with not much danger, but like always if you overdo it, then you cant expect anything from it. SARMs also interest me a lot, but they have many risk if you arent educated about them, but the effects are just incredible, basically upgrading your body. My main interest is now in NSI-189, Ive been suffering from depression for quite some time and this stuff just seems magical. Unfortunately Im so depressed that I dont have the willpower to make proper use of it right now. I have some already, but Id like to get my daily routine in order first(proper diet, exercise, hygiene). Otherwise I think I would be wasting it, as just chemicals cant fix, not wanting to try harder than you think you can.