Yesterday I tried amphetamine for the first time. Today I am still high and I have not slept.

I weigh about 95 kg and i’m about 1.75m tall

I’m getting the typical very dilated pupils and resting heart rate around 130 bpm, faster when i move around.

This is how it went: I bought a bag of 3.5g of amphetamine paste, it was quite wet. The bag is now only 1/4 full, meaning i’ve consumed about 2.6 g of amphetamine paste over the course of around 22 hours.

My symptoms are not overly severe, yet apparently I’ve taken a very large and dangerous dose according to what I’ve read online. HOWEVER. some websites did say that speed paste is cut, so i apparently have had a lot less amphetamine compared to amphetamine paste as a whole.

Say it’s been about 50% pure and i’ve taken around 1.3 g of amphetamine over the course of 22 hours, isn’t that also a super dangerous amount? The guy I bought it from claims it’s the strongest you can get, though I don’t have much of a way of confirming if that’s true or not. Bare in mind I haven’t actually dried it until this morning, so like 95% of the amphetamine I’ve snorted has been amphetamine sulphate i think? Though it has a flouride/toothpastey smell to it… I would really like to confirm whether or not I should go to the hospital. What I’m reading online isn’t really enough for me to be certain.

I peaked around 7 PM last night, so at least I’m not as high currently.

If there is no danger and I’m just experiencing normal symptoms and being paranoid then I guess I would continue with my binge, because if i quit today it means i’ll be experiencing a really bad comedown tomorrow, which is when I’m supposed to be literally performing in front of a live audience.

As I’m writing this my chest doesn’t really feel as light or fuzzy, though I am still occasionally getting very mild and quick tingles, a lot less strong than the tingles I was experiencing at the peak euphoria yesterday. Though I am still breathing fairly fast and my heart rate is quite high, so I’m trying to not stand up too much.

BUT the thing is, I don’t really feel that bad!! I just feel slightly sick that’s all. But apparently I’m screwed? I’m very worried about spontaneous cardiac arrest, a heart attack or a seizure, so I would much appreciate it if anyone could give me insight on whether I’m in much danger or not?