For reference I deal with bipolar 1. A month ago I had to deal with some pretty bad domestic issues because my mother is also bipolar 1. I was in an episode and was at my friends house during a party when it happened. I went out to my car with 100mg of Abilify in my palm and a bottle of water. Closest I got to genuinely taking my life. But my friend knew there was something up because I never leave a room without saying anything. Just as I was about to take it he knocked on my car window and said “talk to me about it” I told him how there’s nothing that’s going to stop me from doing this. He tried his hardest talking me down but then said “I know self medication is a bad thing. But you need to think rationally somehow” he gave me a line of coke and in about 5 minutes I realized how nothing is worth killing yourself over. I thought rationally and it saved my fucking life. He talked to me while I was on the line because he knew that the coke would make me talk and not isolate. After that he said he’s never giving me a line again. Since then I haven’t thought about or craved drugs at all. I think drugs are neither good or bad. But I never thought something like this could stop me from killing myself in the moment. Do you guys think this decision my friend did was a bad one or good one?