I’ve been an avid hard-ish drug user since I was about 20. From 15-19 I was smoking pot and some occasional mushroom and lsd use, maybe Molly just one or twice at that time. In my early 20s I would go through phases of taking Molly up to twice a month and some strong rolls would leave me mentally fucked for a couple days but I would go back to normal. I also got into xans some what responsibly and after higher use periods I would start to feel a little slow for a few days after being sober, but that would also go away. I would also do rare occasion coke binges, the outcome was about the same as. the Molly outcome.

I developed a stutter when I was 16 that can increase or decrease in severity. My psychiatrist thinks that more so it’s from traumatic experiences with some mental disorders like severe anxiety, depression, and bipolar disorder. The stuttering does seem to flare up more so around anxiety rather than drug use periods.

Additionally I forgot to mention I’ve unfortunately been using a vuse alto since I was 16. I’ve quit coke and xans relatively easily. Coke was hella easy to quit after the comedown, xans sucked but I didn’t abuse them enough to get the severe withdrawals. Nicotine is a bitch though, it hijacks my whole fucking brain and I go crazy and get hella fiendish sick and short tempered. I hope I ain’t on this shit for life but fuck I can’t kick nicotine.

What yall think? I am working slowly towards cali sobriety and I’m confident I’ll be there within the next 6 months. I’m just curious if yall think I’ll have any noticeable brain damage, or if I should be fine.