Just wanted to see what everyone else have running around in their systems, hopefully making you feel great.

I've done a pretty decent amount of lisdexamphetamine and a little diazepam during the day and 75 mg of zopiclone (similar to Ambien, zolpidem) a while ago. Wanted to get fucked up before going to bed early because of plans tomorrow

It's strange, I've managed my doses of zopiclone for the almost 15 years of taking them, even when in extreme addiction. But something's changed. Can't manage to do less than three pills most times, and after taking the first dose I usually think "ey, two more just so I really feel it". 1-2 pills have always done the trick, and they still do - even though three is the standard and a little better. Not with current tolerance ofc, took 6 yesterday morning and 10 last night and 10 today, but if I don't do them for a while 1-3 pills usually gives a better effect than like ten pills with the same tolerance.

Maybe it's delusion of sobriety, but as you can see I manage to write pretty well despite English not being my first language. My memory is fucked dig course but that unmistakenly snd wonderful zop-feel with the visuals just ain't as strong as it should; very subtle. Gonna take five more (37.5 mg), usually the dumbest thing you can do in this situation but I'm pretty certain I wont black out, and even if I do... I have heavily started abusing prescription medication to cope with extreme sorrow from several cases very close to each other so... to quote Slim Shady: I just don't give a fuuuck!".

I know my way of coping is extremely dangerous and probably the worst choice, second only to sii*e, but I'm dealing with it and think I'll manage to go back to medicinal use soon enough. Famous last words! 😂

Enough Vyvanse rambling from me, now to do the really interesting part: what are all my fellow r/drugs users using today?

Stay safe out there and try to take as much care as you can of yourselves and others!