I had been doing Opium for 6 months Alcohol for years ( drank the Most this year ) Did Pregabalin for two Months Even snorted Pregabalin Benzodiazepines Ciggrates And I was on hard antidepressants and mood stabilizer While I was doing all these drugs . I did the most drugs this year compared to other years I think doing these drugs while Being on Hard medication has really Impacted my brain in a very hoirrble and Terrific way That I am not suffering from Severe mental condition every day .

I have been diagnosed with BPD recently I guess Drugs has made my mental health issue 10 times worst specially PREGABALIN.

Its been 30 days since I have done substances but the the mental side effects or after effects are still there . I beliebe they really did made my condition far far far worse than before . Or is it something else that is bothering Like some underlying Issue or some hidden pain or Trauma . Or is ir because I took drugs and alcohol with Antidepressants which worsened my symptoms?

I really wanna know the Opinion of others Is it really because of substances that My Mental health got worst and I am unable to function and became suicidal . Could it be drugs or Is it something else that is hidden and I am unable to adress it ? What do you all think Please tell