I’ve been through a lot of shit when was actively using drugs. Benzos and opiates every day stimulants every weekend then binging for many days until going nuts, stealing to feed my addiction, all the usual addict stuff. I was using anything I could get my hands on I was a polyaddict. 2 months ago I was fucking shooting myself with 3-mmc, then a friend got the worst psychotic episode I’ve ever seen and ever since that day I started to see things different. First I threw away my needles, flushed like 4g of K2 and the leftover xans (I was no longer using benzos daily at this point so cold turkey was no problem) I only did stims at parties. After my last speeding with my friends I noticed that I’m not thinking about drugs or getting high in general and haven’t done anything except smoking weed or drinking for a while now. I thought I was a lost cause bc I couldn’t go a day without getting f’d up and it ended like this.. I’m so happy 😁😁