last night i gave my bf shrooms for the first time right when it hit he ran out of my apartment and said he’d be right back i freaked out and started hysterically crying and screaming looking for him outside then he came back and i hit him (we have never once fighting in the 4 months of dating and year of knowing each other). he calmed me down and we broke into a abandoned pier and talked for hours. i cried in bed with him that night because i just felt so much love for him and so happy. when he left my apartment today i felt physically ill i’ve been wanting to cry all day because i feel like a piece of me is missing. i sound fucking insane but i never even liked any of the guys i dated before him and we have never been codependent on each other. but he feels it too and i just feel empty without him. i’ll prob see him tm but i literally don’t know what im feeling i’ve never felt like this. is this normal to happen after doing shrooms with a partner?