I Understand its a terrible statmenet that happens to be truer to however, on god I dealed from deaths with drugs lost my love of my life. My family pet for generous my grandparents my aunt. I learned a very valuable lesson. Is the now, enjoy the now. Take care of yourself, get facemask, Manicure, or anything to make you feel better. Don't let quitting and a breakup make your relapse. Do your best queens and kings?

TL;DR You are a very powerful person. Let yourself love yourself. You need a hug, you need a cigarette. One step is a mountainous step towards a better life. Learn from my mistakes. I lost what could have been a good family. But I don't fret. As long as there's food to eat, land to work, and animals to take care of, I am not going anywhere, not with at least a little fight. We can become great again, simpler. Lifes lost its true meaning in between materialism and greed. Sad we can't support local shops, to expensive, but that's what we need to strive our own independence. We need to make jobs and lives for people Cars, Oil, Shit I feel like I'm talking I'm the president but shit needs to change. We can do better as a community we should work. And why not us drug users? They always say were the problem. Maybe make them realize they are.