I’m a pot head at nights. He will have a drink every now and then, but mostly the guy is just saw dogging life. Before I met him he had a horrible acid trip and was going through a lot of horrible things… He ended up in the hospital (wasn’t hurt or anything just out there fighting cops for no reason) and I guess after that he was never able to really smoke anymore. It made him feel scared, anxious, have bad thoughts. Nothin fun. So I never asked him to smoke with me.

At first when we were dating he would be worried that we wouldn’t have “bonding time” and boy was he wrong haha. We have a blast together, and now are a family of three :,). Last night, Our little one is in bed, i’m in bed watching funny videos and he is in the bathroom (where I keep my stash) I think nothing of it because the dude lives on the toilet after a good dinner and some snackies.

He comes in the room few minutes later and puts his face right up to mine and blows smoke into my mouth!!!! Immediately I shot up. “Are you okay?? what are you doing?” He said he just wanted to wind down. I go grab some and take a few rips outside to be right there with him. I come back in the room and he is bundled up in a blanket burrito watching his favorite show. Every 15 mins i’m sparking up small talk to gauge if he is scared or not and all was great. Next thing I know he opens reels and has the hardest laugh attack i’ve ever seen him have. These were DUMB videos too but the wheezing and the feet kicking made everything hilarious to me as well.

I’m sharing this because there are a lot of stories on overdoses on here, people being scared to try something, and this is my PSA to just wait until you are fully in a safe environment and you trust those around you and you don’t have any qualms leading up to taking something because the point of using is to HAVE FUN or treat something. Not have an absolute shitty time. Don’t be in a rush, give yourself time so you can end up like this guy in a blanket burrito giggling.