28yr male been using drugs since i was 11-13 using nicotine, mushrooms an cannbis 15 started taking Percs and oxycontin an benzos 16-17 started using cocaine meth mdma heroin an fentanyl on top of my oxy use.

Drug use and selling drugs got me expelled from high school didnt finish high school. got in legal trouble an was on the run with my older GF at the time for 2 years that had a car and went all across the country, which was awesome at the time.

Been homeless since 17, 28 now ,on and off on the streets had places here an there but my drug use caused me to lose places.

Lost alot of good relationships with women i couldnt get sober for which were worth getting sober for but i figured i could hide my addiction from them which eventually you cant hide it from anyone they will find out.

finally beat the biggest issue which was street drug use, finding a place is important.

Recently quit 11 yrs of fentanyl addiction, meth, Iv cocaine with the help of my amazing doctor, i got in a detox program called pinewood.

Tmrw I go inpatient to help get myself back into the community an get my IDS back would love to join the army and do somthing useful in society an give back for all the people that helped me in my country.

RX prescribed

- Xanax 1mg 3 times daily and 2mg once daily going to get to get doses changed to 2mg x3 daily

- Morphine XR or kadian 890mg works way better then methadone and cleaner.

- Dextroamphetmine IR 5mg tablets 5mgx4 throughout the day for ADD works wonders the best imo doesnt last all day lasts when i need it too usually just in morning to noon time to focus, workout and keep going to find work an apartments.

-Clonidine 0.1mg twice daily for sweats from fentanyl W/D

-Oxycontin apo 80mg x4 a day sometimes i switch if the Diluadids i feel dont work.

-Diluadid 8mg x10 once daily can split doses up as low oral BA my doctor doesnt wanting me to shoot up anymore and either do I so I take all at once

-Baclofen 10mg tablets 10mg x2 or x4 depends how i feel.

-Zopiclone 7.5mg x2 at bedtime

My medication schedule-

Morning- i take 500mg-890mg morphine XR in morning usually 500mg an save 390mg for night depends if im feeling withdrawals from opioids bad.

Morning- 1mg xanax and 5mg-10mg dextroamphetmine IR and 0.1mg clonidine

Noon- 1mg xanax and '5mg-10mg dextroamphetmine IR'

4pm- 10 8mg diluadids all at once 1mg xanax 5mg dextroamphetmine IR and 0.1mg clonidine

8pm- 2mg xanax and 20-40mg baclofen and 390mg morphine XR

10pm- 15mg x2 of zopiclone as need if i cant sleep.

Question- would dexdrine xr be good an use dextroamps IR for boosters or does dexdrine XR last to long?