Hello stranger. I'm 25 years old and I've been struggling with substance abuse over the past year. I have had major depression and crippling anxiety, as well as suicidal tendencies, for the last 10 years. Xanax and codeine landed me in rehab this summer but it didn’t do it for me. Opiates are not a problem no more but I can’t help but misuse Valium and Klonopin. Lastly, I'm quite deep into cocaine addiction and it has been destroying my life. So basically my main problem is cocaine. With the benzos I am still able to live a normal life. Besides cocaine and weed, I take the following prescription meds daily: Venlafaxine, Pregabalin, Olanzapine, Mirtazapine, Valium and Klonopin. Would like to know your own personal experience if you've taken any of these for at least over a year. It’s been more than a year doing all kinds of antidepressants and didn’t felt any better. Thank you!