I know this is so stupid but I don't have anyone to share/consult. My life nearly collapsed. I'm failing my classes and I was thinking that trying ritalin. I have ADHD so I always took ritalin orally. Last few months I had the urge taking ritalin via snorting. I know the dangers of drugs and I always tried to avoid it at all costs. But this year, especially these few months I started smoking, sh and extreme alcohol. I was so desperate. I really wanted to ruin myself.

So long story short I was wondering if it's going to kill me. I researched a little bit and took 10mg of it via snorting. It has been 30 minutes or so but I'm not really seeing any effects except a little bit of dizziness, kinda feels like I'm tipsy. So feel free to roast me, I know this is so stupid but right now I don't have any access to any other drugs and I'm so scared to try anything else.