So I'm an addict, I recently moved back into my parents house to go to rehab, im in Canada so the wait list for a free one is about a month and a half long, so anyway its been a month and a half of sobriety and I've been doing good, the cravings have been intense but I was resisting them. Anyway so my parents have kicked me out countless times for doing or having drugs in their house, so anyway I was trimming my facial hair and the large buzzer i have was causing me to fuck it up, my step father has a mini version of the buzzer that hes let me use countless times in the past so i went to go grab it thinking nothing of it, anyway as i was looking for the buzzer there was just a bag of coke in his drawer.. now my parents r pretty big drinkers and they smoke weed but I never would've thought that they'd be doing actual drugs... anyway I was rlly surprised and then thats when the cravings became unresistable, anyway long story short I left it alone for a day doing my best to fixate on other things but today I ended up doing a line... it was so impulsive and I messed up, but now im worried I might get kicked out again because I relapsed... i dont know man I was doing so good but it was just there, in the house, just right there and fuck man I really dont want to be homeless again. I dont know man I'm so pissed at myself