To start, I have Autism Spectrum Disorder and Obsessive Compulsive disorder.

i was previously addicted to alcohol, put that down and traded it for weed which i am now way more addicted to than alcohol, (but its obviously ruining my life a LOT less.)

so far the only psychoactive substances i have tried are : Nicotine, alcohol, caffeine and Cannabis.

Level of mental addiction from worst to least: 1. Cannabis (main reasons from most to least important: euphoria/happiness/entertainment, sleep, occasional improved social skills, and level of variety)

1. alcohol (Main reasons: euphoria/happiness/entertainment, heavily increased confidence and social skills, and increased motivation.

2. Caffeine

At high doses for recreational use (800mg at once usually ): Euphoria, Confidence.

at normal day to day doses (usually just 200mg upon waking up): better mood, motivation, mild confidence, and mildly increased social skills.

1. nicotine: the buzz.

I didn’t really like nicotine that much. only when drunk. I vaped and smoked cigarettes almost daily for around half a year just because i liked the social and hobby aspect, but i eventually just stopped due to lack of interest. I take a hit of a vape like once a year at MOST now.

Ive been thinking about it for a while, and i have decided i want to experiment and get into actual drugs, not just the soft legal drugs that ive only used.

but i wanted to know what ones i should definitely avoid that i would definitely get addicted to based on my current history of what i like and stuff. and also if you happen to know of some drugs that you think i would enjoy but not have much of a risk of getting addicted to, let me know!