My story might be typical and uninteresting to many but it really does haunt me to this day. When I was 20 I went to a friends house party to celebrate his birthday. I was expecting a normal night partying with the boys, I had a 30mg addy and a Xanax before getting there and never could have imagined what would end up happening

I get to his house and to my surprise there’s a chick there, we all have a couple beers and eventually I decide to flirt with the chick. In our intoxicated states were both into each other and at one point a friend pulls me to the side and tells me that she was invited to take my friends virginity on his birthday. At this point the Xanax Addy combo mixed with alcohol has taken over my self control so I kind of just brush it off and get back to doing my thing

Long story short more Xanax were consumed and we were both just making out non stop and talking for hours literally sitting on my friends floor surrounded by everyone. As it got late and people started going to bed we went downstairs on the couch right next to my virgin friends room

One thing lead to another and we started banging in the open on the couch. At this point I'm close to fully blackout but I do remember parts that I wish I didn't. My virgin friend comes out of his room mid Sex to go to the bathroom and just says 'WTF are you guys doing' with an angry face. I didn't respond back and we got back to doing our thing, who knows how long went by it could of been minutes but the last memory I have is when I was about to finish. Maybe I didn't want to stain his couch, maybe I or she wasn't comfortable in me finishing on her but I decided to run to the bathroom to flush it in the toilet

Turns out running 20-30feet to a bathroom when on the edge of cumming is not a good idea because I ended up loading it up all over the bathroom floor. The worst of it all is that I learned the next day that I didn’t clean any of it up and that this chick ended up going to my friends room shortly after just to get herself a round2

I woke up in the morning all confused and told my 2 friends that drove us there that we should just leave right away, I left some details out but based on what my friends told me I did some very embarrassing things that night. Most unfortunate thing is that I lost a good friend and feel bad about what I did to this day over 5yrs latter. Sober me or even blackout drunk me would never do something like this but this is why you don't do Xanax