Ok. I need to watch out with the because I have a tendency of just kind of missing day changes or anything that might distract me from my train of thought. See, that paragraph didn’t explain shit en added no anything.

I’m gonna try and speech to text it as simple as possible and just throw it out there. So feel no obligations. I,ve just already spent 7 hours now preparing to go back to a guy where I left my drugs yesterday in a safe and I got the keys. So that’s the hook. I hope this next bit is gonna be as comprehensible as it is to me which is a pretty low standard at this point in time so don’t feel stupid. Feel free to call me stupid. I am thé guy who keeps trying to smoke Flakkz again and again and again expecting it to turn different so that’s borderline definition of insanity right? Ok fuck. Stop losing time. No one want you to show up at and afterparty at 3 in the morning and I ain’t gonna be doing it 2 nights in a row. Switch from spaz to wrout now for real Is this thing on okay, so I guess the only details you need to know are yesterday I went to a friend that I didn’t see for forever I was in rehab before but I just kind of work my way towards Tremon celebration I’m always the one it’s preparing all the shit a perfectionist the lights and fun stuff to do one of those assholes that just like and unless someone takes me by my arm and just drag me out and I always had to go, see my mom and my grandma for a bit plan it out like presentable, And then the deal we had with those guys was I was gonna go home get some more stuff from here but also I had ordered some other stuff to the friends house because I didn’t know if it was in this house if I was gonna be able to get it which we were all looking forward to This dude says really friendly thing about the drugs we get along really well here my mom is a little heartbroken but I just I need this bench and then I’m gonna really get get to it so I’m collecting all this stuff but I can stop and there’s no one to Push me to this dude never asked me once like how’s it going when are you coming back at some point I got an email like it’s been delivered now and shit I call him phone rings two times and then Voicemail and now every time I call him it’s just Insta Voicemail Contribute his own home like his marriage you can have interesting conversations with him I guess but I’m constantly preparing shit explaining shit again and again and then

Okay if if you made it so far thanks I couldn’t type it I need to just get moving with my life because if you know anything about the flock thing like the day just when it’s gone but I left all my drugs there I left all my clothes whatever so now my so I wanna pull or if anyone based on this situation can guess like is this dude dead did they raise the place and he doesn’t wanna wrap me out or is my best friend the person who said best friend you ever had gonna fuck me over for two grand of two of the CK rationally of course it’s not but statistically in my life it’s not rational Doesn’t have much to do so

So anyone have any suggestions besides what it was gonna do go over there with a bunch of like VR shit lights that I can barely hold on the bike and just ring his bell and hopes that he opens just wait here all my drugs are there anyway I’m just fucked or going to Crusade and just find them explanation I’m not really good at that because people don’t yeah okay whatever I think I’ve talked and I’m gonna really read this because if I start correcting all the grammar and punctuation then at least another three hours further so if you are one of those angels that read this or scan Thank you thank you so much good to get off my chest also.

I’ll keep you updated I’m open to any tips or theories or plans of action

PS if I can be a little bit more if I can get vulnerable a little bit I like to be more of a part of the community I don’t know how because you need to contribute something I don’t really know What if I can ever do something for you knowing that you know nothing of what I can or where I live or that is that all the dictation doesn’t do HAH no Naam) man I fuck it whatever

Also sorry if this is in the wrong so Reddit I didn’t really find one of her how to know if you’re being scammed or something bad has happened and what to do about it I think it wasn’t catching enough for Reddit or something I said okay bye