16M, Used Kratom for the first time yesterday, and actually started wearing those fucking elastics for my braces because they didnt hurt anymore. Want to use it next week to start going to the gym again, and i want to use it for presentations, or some events, or work to give a good first impression. This will obviously work, but isn’t it true that i’ll not progress in life if i keep depending on Kratom to do those things?

Well i’m gonna use Kratom to learn how to do these things, i get motivated for the gym once and i’m gonna force myself to go without Kratom the next day. Same with presentations, Kratom is just showing me how to do those things without awkwardness, anxiety, nervousness etc. Its a learning experience for me, but its scary for the same reason. I don’t feel myself on it, seeing me not being awkward and depressed for once in life is really weird. Its like i’m in a different world, and it’s something that does scare me when i’m ‘sober’.