Anyone else having same experiences? To be fair I remember when I first started trying Kratom 3-4 years ago it never worked in the beginning, no matter what dose, batch, strain or vendor I took.

Then after longer time of experimenting with it here and there at some point it suddenly started working amazingly, like reduced depression A LOT, improved my mood, improved my social anxiety, made me a super high drive working machine with focus like on ADHD meds and all that. This was rather a short time of maybe 3-4 months in total.

Then from one day to another it just stopped working and even showed more negative effects like anhedonia and depression 30min after dosing (so after the initial short rush effect was over). With time these negative effects (or side effects?) of Kratom increased while the good effects didn‘t ever come back as they used to be. Now I‘m at a point where Kratom even gives me extreme physical anxiety (mostly in social aspects, makes sense as I suffer from social anxiety) plus physical depression symptoms like physical weakness, tiredness as well as dizziness and nausea. I never had these symptoms and they only show up when I take Kratom.

The thing is one might say it‘s dependence, I‘d have to quit, it might also be intermittent (interdose) withdrawal because of tolerance BUT I made many tolerance breaks of weeks to even 3-4 months once just to come back to try Kratom, have one dose of Kratom that works quite okay for 20 minutes and then nothing anymore, especially the next doses after that.

Maybe my brain/central nervous system is now just somehow influenced and changed so much by the longterm Kratom use that it can‘t/won’t work anymore ever again?

Is there some biochemical or pharmacological reason behind it that you could think of that would make sense? Did someone here have similar experiences?