I live for Oxy

My entire life revolves around these small pills. I obsess over them

I started (October2023) by doing 20-30mg once a months. sometimes. Only once very 2 months

Then I started doing it a little more often

Now I’m doing 200mg a day when i have Oxy handy.

As a lot of you know, Oxy (and every other opiates/opioids) make you lose interest in sex.

If Scarlett Johansson showed up naked right now, I’d ask her if she wants to come sit on the couch and get high because ain’t gone be no fucking.

Sorry, I’m high, I’m rambling

I’ve lost interest in everything. My wife has no idea why I changed over the past year

So, should I just come clean and telle her that I’ve been going drugs for the past year. And that I have no intention to stop.

All that confession in hope that she’d understand the sudden change and not think that it’s something she did

It’s all on me and she’s not responsible I’m the one who fucked and is still fucking up. And I feel like she deserves to know But that ruin any trust she has in me