I live with my dad atm and im drinking (which my dad does not know of or approve) in my room while hes sleeping. I did some coke earlier tonight and had a blast but now that im home im anxious he's gonna awake and check up on me and see im still awake even tho its not that late. I wanna keep drinking and vibing before i need to go to sleep since its friday but idk how to ease the anxiety from coke. Usually i love dancing and the euphoria from coke alcohol but whenever i need to go home and wanna drink for couple of hours more the anxiety hits and i keep listening if i have awaken him instead of enjoying the music in my headphones :(

It's not a big deal if he "catches" me drinking since its the weekend but i still feel super anxious about it and idk how to help it. I dont have weed or anything else.