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I am pretty new to dxm started almost a month and half ago. This week I have taken close to 30 robotabs (about 900 mg) split across the whole week.
I feel like I never got off the trip and have insane brain fog and headache and weakness and only was able to sleep for about 3 hours per day for the week on average (I think). I am struggling to make sense of my actions and what’s happening and feel very numb and exhausted overall although I am not feeling the spins anymore.
I am making impulsive decisions like I ordered two medium pizzas and ended up eating the first one mindlessly watching YouTube and then had to throw up because I felt so sick and nauseous and couldn’t take being SO full. I don’t know what is happening I am scared and feel like my brain is fried.
But at the same time I enjoy this experience because I feel like I unlocked a part of my brain and I talk to myself while high which helps me understand myself better and why I am so depressed.
I really need advice on what’s going on with me and will I be able to recover before Monday because I have school starting and my program is very hard and I can’t afford to happen this to me. After I am alright, I would stop tripping and just resort to microdosing for the afterglow and less anxiety.
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