Lately I have been having uncontrollable anxiety about an experience I had as a teenager, and I can’t really seem to shake the anxiety. When I was around 14-15 years old I had an incident where I smoked synthetic weed on two different occasions. From what I remember, I believe I took a couple of hits and had a very mediocre high that lasted maybe around 20 minutes? After that I don’t really recall anything else because it was so long ago.

All my life I have been dealing with anxiety, depression, and feelings of depersonalization. I have been wondering if the k2 I did indeed smoke exasperated any of these emotional problems I have been having my whole life. I have been doing some research about this stuff and it’s totally opened my eyes to the horrors of this drug. I can’t believe I even touched this stuff… What are the odds that these experiences led to some type of cognitive impairment/everlasting anxiety??

It’s really insane that one ignorant experience can very well just ruin your life. I don’t know if this is the anxiety talking, but I really feel like I’m losing my mind over this. I’m trying to let it go and just move on in my life but I have my fair share of emotional/neurological issues and I really do wonder if this made things worse.

I should also add that I am 26 years old and I currently don’t do any type of drugs.