This is the first of what I hope will be a series of posts documenting how it goes. I got 0.5 grams of extremely high quality heroin on the way. Before anyone tries to discourage me, I’m set on this decision. I have wanted to try it since I was 13 (18 M now). Background on me: Life before H: Stellar student, 4.8 gpa/4 outta high school Tons of extracurriculars in high school, varsity sports debate etc History of self harm and drug abuse Went thru a few months of being addicted to fentanyl, but now I’m mostly sober. This seems to be the best H money can buy but we will see. I will be fent and zene testing it. Trying snorting, smoking, and lastly injecting. From there I will probably get more or maybe decide not to. I’m leaving for college in a week. Reasoning for doing H: 1. I want to. 2. I have schizoaffective and drugs help keep me from spiraling in moderation.

Reason for this post: I think this will either turn into another horror story or just a fun read. We will see. I plan to make update posts every week or so. Also, I do not encourage anyone to try drugs. If I never tried drugs I would never have reached this point.