helloooo when i was 15 i started smoking weed i have for 3 years straight i started taking mushrooms around 16 prob 10-15 times so far in life started acid and ketamine and molly at 17 done acid prob 100 times some gas stuff right there and k i’ve done prob 100 grams for really addicted for a while molly like 5gs lifetime prob anyway with that in mind i wanna know how psychosis works and if ive had it the worst i ever was mentally i would say is very heavy dissociation to the point i couldn’t focus in real life and id float off in my head for 30 mins and go pilot mode so hard that when i finally like popped out of it id trip over my feet because it took my conscious brain a second to start choosing to do those movements instead of being in pilot i dealt with a lot of hallucinations of shadows tracers snowflakes and all that good stuff i also stopped trusting people even my gf my friends my brain would make up any reason why to push someone away and last but not least i would get so overwhelmed during this time of my life id sit there and stare at my wall for times of 1-2 hours for like a week or 2 just to calm myself down im ab a month out of this now been sober from all the listed drugs expect weed for 2 months and im just wondering if i went through psychosis because if i did i handled that shit well 😂