I tried to quit for two weeks before hopping back on em. Went through a blister pack in two days or so. Can’t recall. Withdrawals were stronger and hit me faster, and i genuinely wanted to dump em. It went relatively good and i felt much better. However, now I’ve got a week and a half of work ahead of me before i move countries.

I can barely get through the day. I’ve been using nic to “replace” the feeling and calm me down somewhat, but i feel like utter shit and i don’t know what to do in order to function. I have a blister pack left and I’m genuinely considering using them the next couple days, and then tapering down by the middle of next week. I hate the stupidity that comes with it, the disorientation. I really don’t know what to do.

EDIT: They’re KSALOL “alprazolam” btw, forgot to mention it.