I’m about two years into my major drug use but am still young. In a few weeks I am starting at a relatively prestigious American university. This summer has been difficult but I’ve managed to pretty much discontinue most of the drugs I loved doing. My senior year of high school was extremely destructive mentally and physically because of how much I partook in using substances but I’ve moved past most of it. The thing is, life without a little substance use to me is pretty miserable and unfulfilling. I have schizophrenia and bipolar disorder (professionally diagnosed) as well as pretty bad anxiety. I discontinued all my prescribed medicine as well at the displeasure of friends, family, and my doctors. I want to peruse a PhD in the economic field and do research, and who knows what else. Essentially, I can’t continue abusing drugs like i have in the past. I was wondering if any older users here had advice on how they were able to continue using without hitting levels of use that were unmanageable. For reference, the only drugs I’d want to do would be prescription opiates and benzodiazepines. I do not personally enjoy weed or psychedelics. Any tips are appreciated. I don’t really want to just end up a heavy drinker even though that’s more socially acceptable (especially in my area). P.S. I know the best option is complete sobriety, but I am not asking about that. So while I understand some people may be compelled to caution me against any drug use whatsoever I am well aware of the risks and would appreciate anyone refraining from telling me horror stories or cautionary tales, yes I know how risky and dangerous these substances are. P.S. part 2: i do not mean this question to offend anyone who struggles with an addiction that became unmanageable and more destructive. I am simply asking so I can avoid that or even a level as bad as I was before. Best of luck to everyone on here struggling with addiction regardless of age.