I’m actually so insanly scared of drugs. I was once at a party from work and accidentally got SLIGHTLY drunk for the first time. I sat there and had this ‘rush’ over me after a while and thought ‘sht i’m about to get drunk and lose my mind’

I can’t imagine myself taking heroin, waiting 30 minutes while knowing i have heroin in my bloodstream now and i’d have the best feeling in the world that’s not even abtainable and completly out of this universe for 8 hours constantly. And also my iq and functioning would decrease heavily in case anything will happen. Must be nice to know that esp for the first time not even knowing what ur getting into.

Also is no one scared of lsd and other hallucinogens? Ur gonna sit there and wait until ur chair dissolves and ur gonna fall down into another spiritual world or some sht. Idk if anyone will relate to this at ALL but i wouldn’t be able to relax while high. Ur heartrate skyrocketing and the increase in ur pupils is scary asf and photos of enlarged pupils hit me the same way gore does ( not satire )