Since about two or three months back I’ve experimented with various types of drugs. These being Benzos (Xanax), Hash, Weed, Pregabalin (Lyrica) and LSD.

I’ve mainly used hash and street xans, only tried LSD once, but i want to try it again. Lyrica sucked, and I’ve been planning on trying both speed and oxy. I’m literally buying speed tomorrow.

My interest for drugs have increased. I’m intrigued, and feel thrilled to try new things. I can sit for hours and do research on them. Some of my friends say It’s not that bad, that I’m just experimenting, while some say I shouldn’t go near it and will end up addicted and homeless.

Is it possible to use some of these drugs like oxy, speed, mdma, LSD, shrooms or benzos (whatever it is) occasionally, and not get like addicted? As long as i try to set some boundaries for myself?

I’m very unsure at the moment. While it’s obviously bad, i don’t want to stop right now. I don’t feel like I’ve “experimented” or “used” for long enough, like feeling sorta unsatisfied.

Is this mindset something to be worried about, or can i chill?