It had been two weeks or so since i last used xanax when i bought a blister pack yesterday. They were 1mg street xans, the little round blue ones made by galenika, the pills are also known as KSALOL. Popped one around seven pm, another one about thirty minutes after that, and one final twenty minutes after that (or so).

The pills had a fucking perfect effect, felt euphoric as hell for some reason. I could not stop talking, smiling. My love for the world, my friends and family went up like crazy. I felt fucking fantastic. When i came home i didn't feel tired at all, i talked for hours with family, played music and called friends. I couldn't sleep at all that night, i had to watch ASMR to become tired at the slightest. Ended up falling asleep around 5:30.

This "morning" after, i woke up at one pm (ish). Immediately felt the so called "afterglow" in my entire body. I have never felt like I've slept that good in my entire life before, and i only slept for maybe 7.5hrs. I got up and i checked my phone, made no big mistakes while high this time, but i had invited all my friends to go into the city and hang out today, which they were up to (for what seems like the fucking first time ever lol)

Usually I'd be 1000% up for that, and i sorta am? I just feel like I'm in this state of confusion atm. My body is so incredibly relaxed atm, i cannot make any decisions whatsoever. I almost feel overwhelmed by everything, yet relaxed? I just feel a little weird and confused, yet good?

I can't understand if this feeling is something new for me, or if i always had these kinds of afterglows. It's been a while, i might just be a little unused to it. How do you guys feel the day after taking benzos?