After being sober for 3 months i relapsed 28 days ago on meth. I honestly dont know why i did. I was to afraid to face a future i thought i already knew. The girl i would never get. The job that woulnt even look at the resume. The prostate cancer i got at age 67 like my father and how i kill myself jumping off the grand canyon while doing a shot because all of the rergerts i have.

I wake up from a ghb blackout i took 5 hours ago with a guy i met on sniffles. A very sweet man. I messaged him that i have no money and im homeless and live down by the riverbed . He invited me up. I get there and he gives me the wrong room number at first finally after a 5 min walk im in his room looking for a vein. Dug around for about 30 mins. Nope i havent drank any water since 7 am when i begged a blessed bkack man to buy me a water plz sir .

So i squirt the .4 back in my mouth. Packed up my charging devices and hit the streets. Oh yah i bought .7 for 10 bucks. Super score because this shit has me in the nearest dugout with my shorts around my ankles with my toungue out gooning hard. I decide to pop some GHB. Oh come to momma the world is electric through these ghb eyes. Im pawing at my cock like a dog..then BOOM its 530am the sun is coming out i have my pants off. I just paased out. Fuckin ghb man. So i go down by the riverbed to continue this goon sesh..ahh beautiful meth induced contentness. Fast forward to now...waiting for grinder dudes friend to leave to shower and do it again. Im 90% having a horrible day 10% stimfap

Fuck this