So I was drunk and I ordered a bunch of RC benzos accidentally with short half-life. However, I never really found benzos pleasant, and I am not taking drugs anymore, nor is my life in the shitter, neither do I have anxiety issues.

So I kind of don't know what to do with them, but I want to try anyway. Sometimes I get this urge to do drugs, and I have ordered stuff before that has no real addictive potential in my case personally, like Ketamine. And then the experience kind of sucked, so I lose interest in drugs.

I also still have a huge stash of psylocibin RCs. I was thinking maybe of combining this with benzos, since I recently came to the conclusion that psylocibin trips are all bullshit anyway, whereas it is only an effect of the drug that you perceive it to be meaningful and profound to your life for no reason. I don't want this effect, and benzos as I understand it will take it exactly away. So maybe this could be entertaining? I also have THC RCs, but I hate the effect sort of, so I think that's an even worse idea than psychedelics (but maybe better than solo).

I have not taken benzos solo often, only to come down from uppers, when they work like pure magic. But when I did take them "solo", I usually combined them with no more than a small bottle of wine (0.7l), which is sort of safe enough for me personally, but still a bit concerning. Without the alcohol the effect is just so moot, kind of like doing antipsychotics.

I was wondering how you people usually take benzos recreationally, or what combinations work well?