I literally have nobody to get high with and its so depressing, im on a comedown from some lsd right now and the alone feeling is so strong. even sitting there with my cat seems so lonely like im the only soul in the room. all of my friends are like very anti-drug and none of my family knows i do drugs so i literally have nobody. im only really open about my drug use (beyond weed) with one person and when i told her i was on some acid and might need to talk with her at some point in the trip , she aired me and then i asked her to reply and she said "Dont talk to me about all the drugs you've been doing".

i dont know it just really sucks because i understand that she doesnt want to know about my drug use but that sent me into a super bad trip. im tired of solo tripping it just ends in me feeling super alone. i want nothing more than to just chill with 1 or 2 people and get high and not feel judged for it.

i do NOT want to go out to clubs and raves, i hate that and it would just stress me out so bad itd ruin any sorta high, i just want small groups of people i can chill with and discuss our varying emotions.

sorry if this is ranting on a little but any tips to anyone who found themselves in a similar situation? im tired of the solo trips man !