I rolled pretty hard on mdma and for me the best part of the night was during the come up so the first 2 hours of taking were really good. During this time I am fully aware, I am socialising having a great time.

When I hit peak I’m just totally gone, I’m a trance, time is passing abnormally quickly, I can’t even have a normal conversation, and trying to have a conversation is so difficult and can make you stress out so hard because you process things differently and it makes you think people are being rude but in reality they are just as cooked as you are and you don’t even notice it you feel like you’re the only one that’s messed up.

I’d rather be completely sober and I think having a natural increase of serotonin feels much more better than a stupid amount from drugs.