boyfriend broke up w me i call bff to come over and support me bf told my best friend i relapsed

she took me to her house 30 mins away for the night, made bf keep my phone wake up she tells me she is taking me home misses exit takes me to my dads house tells dad i relapsed dad asks what i am taking: xanax (prescribed) and ketamine i tell him it helps my mental health

he becomes irate dad grabs me from couch slams me on floor drags my by my arm into dining room then by leg to front door i’m laying on my back he crushes my ribs screaming in pain step mom standing over me watching she said if i call the police she didn’t see anything

i run away to the closest house i see with someone to call 911 he gets arrested people that helped me call me an uber to my house get into apartment

bf overdosed on the bed his body is limp he took my entire new prescription: 60 xanax an entire bottle of rum called 911 they saved him his body slumped limply into the stretcher police leave i’m in the hallway sobbing

sitting alone in trashed apartment lost everyone in a day, never getting sober, it’s the only thing that helps distract me from this horrible life.

log onto bank he stole 1500 before he ODd and went to club to throw cash cancel cards no way to buy food

neighbor bought me pizza went to bed

trying my best i promise, my ribs hurt soo bad. sending you all happiness, peace, and freedom from suffering. i hope i was able to absorb some of the pain from the world so no one else has to experience this