I honestly have no idea what's happening these past few days I've had no sleep at all because my sister caught me speaking to a 17 year old girl online and being in a relationship with her for a few months.

The past day or 2 I just rememnwber a dozen or more people that's what it sounded like outside my house being really loud and saying stuff like pedo and let's make sure to get a picture of his face just random stuff

I remeneberr my sister outside screaming all the time and I just know this was planned by hear I heard all the whispers with her and her freind in my neighbours room next to me.

The walls are thin so I can hear most conversations

My sister currently does not live at my neighbours so really suspicious her being there for no reason other to come together to do this I just don't get what's happening

Now I think it's all happening for a reason and I need to figure it out but at the same time I'm still aware enough to realise that I could be infact be having a massive mental breakdown but I don't want to ruin that opportunity

I know this doesn't make sense it's just rambles but long story short. I was in a real relationship she wasrn 18 I did not know until she turn 18 few months later I have screenshot of her saying itt

Just no sleep and big delusional thinking