I fucked up and used like 5 grams of ketamine in like a month or two.........

Please just help. The magic is all gone. My tolerance is so high.

Ketamine is something I love so much. I promise I won't use it often anymore. I promise. I just need my tolerance reduced. I just want the magic back.

I miss the magic so so much. I'm genuinely really desperate. Idk il.

I'm asking really nicely. I'll genuinely do anything. All I want is the magic back and tolerance reduced. I'll cut back my usage to once a month because apparently that makes tolerance not go up but before then I want to reduce my tolerance and get the magic back.

I'm sobbing and so tired. Losing the magic is like losing a friend. Sorry if this is hard to read and has a lot of errors. It's almost 6 am. I haven't slept at all I'm askignicely.

Any help is so so appreciated:((