If u saw my last post, u already know he’s mad at me. I just texted him and said “I need help and ur the only one I can talk to about it” and I’m waiting for him to call me. He’s gonna be so mad at me and idk what’s gonna happen and I’m not okay.

EDIT: he called me after my text to him, I was crying and said “I don’t want you to be mad at me” and originally he thought I was just coming clean about stealing a pill but I said it’s something else. I told him I’ve been taking more than he thinks, 7-9 pills a day, and it’s been around a year of me doing this, he said he understands and we can forget it ever happened and he just wanted the truth. I realize in my last post I was kind of dumb for that, but I was having a breakdown and really not feeling good because of withdrawal and the stress of him being mad at me. So I just came clean about everything and he’s not mad at me